Is it
really for the non-lazy? I doubt. Rather for the
non-diligent. The non-diligent differs from the non-lazy
more than C sharp differs from D flat. Of course in the case
of the non-tempered tuning. And of course in the case of a
non-deaf ear.
A
dugout.... A burrow.... A lair.... A womb.... We crawl in
and curl up. We sleep. We hibernate. We dig ourself into
hides. We cover ourselves with dried leaves....
No.
A burrow is not the point. A cellar-like pantry – this is
the point. It is located near the house, it doesn't touch
the house, it's half sunken in the ground and covered with
the ground.... as if the lawn has swollen up.... a kind of
ground bubble.... as if someone put a number of n
letters, one after the other, dug them into the ground,
half, threw the ground taken out from the ditch on their
tops and sowed it with grass, herbs and flowers, made in the
front a wall from stones and put there a small door.... Yes,
in the past there were plenty of such bubbles here. As if
the earth got a rash, as if a mysterious parasite (or maybe
it was even more mysterious bird of parasite?) laid its eggs
under the earth's skin. Let us not be under the illusion,
no. These were not the pantries of thoughts. Books were not
kept there to protect them against calamities, to cool them
in summer heat and to warm them during extremely frosty
nights.
OK,
you rent the burrow and: sleep? eat? sleep? eat? sleep? eat?
No, definitely not. You learn to read in darkness. They say
once upon a time there was a monk, who spent all his live in
delight and ecstasy, because he was writing and rewriting
books – when the candle flame was nearly to die he never
stopped to write, he went on lighting the page up with his
left hand shining..... This story is astonishing, takes you
aback. At first. Then it does not. Or at least surprises
much less. One can write even in absolute darkness. But can
one read? To read in darkness lighting up the text with the
light of your own eyes.... That's something.